Hopeless heart that thrives on paradox; that longs for the beloved and is secretly relieved when the beloved is not there.

Hopeless heart that thrives on paradox; that longs for the beloved and is secretly relieved when the beloved is not there.

以矛盾为动力的绝望之心;那是对所爱的人的渴望，当所爱的人不在那里时，那是秘密的解脱。

-- Jeanette Winterson 温特森